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Mon, Dec. 25th, 2006, 01:20 pm

Merry Christmas to all:)

Sun, Aug. 13th, 2006, 08:50 pm
I still have this?

I'm pretty sure I'm the last person you'd see writing in LJ, but what can I say. I just can't abandon this thing that easily...

Just wanted to do a quick little update just incase some of you missed me? HaHa. Yeah right! But anyway, I am still working my ass off at the factory of hell. It's alright I guess and it's not like I have anything better to do besides sleep. Plus the money I make let's me get to go shopping:) My mom is now getting a job there too. So that will pretty crazy, but also fun. She's been wanting a better paying job, so I guess this is her break!

Other than work just been hanging with my aweSAM friends! Sam's 21st birthday is the 21st! She's having a party the 25th, so I will be traveling up to Central hitting the bars and such, so that should be a fun time:) I'll try to post some pics, but if not they'll defineatly be on my Myspace!

Tis all for now. Maybe if you're lucky I will post again soon! Ta for now;)

Sun, Feb. 26th, 2006, 03:52 pm

I don't even know how many of you read this, so I am guessing this is for my own use now...Oh well.

Let's start off by saying work still sucks and this new lady started (she's just a temp) and she's such a fucking bitch! She's so lazy and doesn't do SHIT! She is pissing everyone off, so I don't know how much longer she's gonna last. She is always taking bathroom breaks, drinking her pop, or complaining about something. She's so annoying and she's on my last nerve! The other day she was blowing off parts and I was unpacking them. Well I had to go back and forth between her and another girl and help the other girl pack, so once I would get her caught up a little, I would go to the other end and help the other girl pack the parts. Well instead of her unpacking her own parts to blow off she would sit and wait for me to come back down and unpack them for her! I was sweating my ass off and I could feel my face turning red...Another girl that was in the front kept telling me not to worry about packing, but she really needed help and Sandy told me that I needed to help at both ends, so I was. Well me and Kelly that was at the other end were bitching about her and Kelly caught her standing around talking to some other people while she was supposed to be keeping up on parts. So I went back down there and started throwing parts on the table pissed off and I knew that they were talking about me, so then she's like. "Oh well I can do this, I think she needs your help at the other end..." I was so ready to go off on her but I kept my cool. Kelly said something to Sandy when we went on break and Sandy said something to her, but I could tell she was trying to defend herself. Whatever! She's a stupid bitch and the next time she acts like that I am saying something because I am not going to work my ass off doing my job AND picking up her slack...BULLSHIT! Kelly also said something to Jill and some other people and they were pissed too, but they can't really say anything because they are on the second shift and don't see very much, but they are keeping an eye out for me:)

Friday I learned how to clean some parts, so I did that the first 4 hours and then after lunch I blew the parts off for the cleaner. OMG! I hated it soooo much. I thought the day was never going to end! I can't stand in one spot for so long. My hand hurt like a bitch and my back and feet were sore too:( But I got to thinking about it and since Audrey went to Florida for a little while I bet that's why they taught me, so I can clean while she's gone...GREAT! I want to go back to unpacking! lol. So we'll see what happens.

I can't believe it's sunday already! I feel like I didn't even have any days off it went by so fast. Friday after work I had to go straight to my dad's and take him to get some stuff done so he can get his license back. So I drove him around for like 4 hours friday and I didn't get home till 5 and I was soooooo tired I was in bed by 8! Then saturday I went shopping with my mom and got home around 8:30-9 and I stayed up a little bit and watched a few episodes from Season 1 of Grey's Anatomy with her and went to bed about 11:30. Got up today and just lounged around and took a little nap, but damn! It's already 4pm and it's back to work tomorrow:( I only work tomorrow and wednesday at McDonald's, so that's pretty cool, but so not worth the gas and time. I think I might be quitting soon...By the time I get my check it's not even going to be $100. So to me that's a waste and I might as well quit. Oh well. But that's all that's been going on! Boring right? I'd say so. lol. Peace out!

21 days till I am 21!!!!!!!!! So excited:) And Ritalee is even planning a party for me which is so totally awesome! I love that girl♥

Tue, Feb. 14th, 2006, 08:13 pm

Just another day for me actually, but whatever. Didn't see any mushy shit at all today, so that made me pretty happy:) lol. Oh well. If I had someone I know it would be different, but until I do I can bitch about it;)

I HATE factory work!!!!! Ahhhhh! I love the money though. Who doesn't love money though? I got out early today too, so that's a plus! 8:30 bitches! I was kinda pissed though cause they sent us on lunch and then when we came back they sent us home. Idiots! Why didn't they just send us home at 8? Whatever. Another plus I only work 2 days at McDonald's this week:) Can't wait for the weekend though. It's all I look forward to in life anymore. And pay day which is this friday from BOTH jobs:) Woo hoo!

Ritalee's coming home this weekend! Can't wait to see her. Feels like I haven't seen her in forever! I ♥ my LeeLee! awe-SAM! lol. Don't know what we will do though. Might go to Canada, but it depends on how much money I have left over. Fricken car insurance is due first of March and I owe over $600 because the damn truck isn't on it anymore, so now they know I am the primary driver of my car. Sucks ass! Mom's gonna put the truck back on though so it will be $300 again! Hell of a lot less than $600! I hate the real world....lol!

33 more days and I will be 21 kids!!!!!! How exciting:) Seems like yesterday I was only 12...

But I guess that's all! ♥HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY♥

Mon, Feb. 6th, 2006, 11:28 pm

So I was pretty pissed this past weekend! I was not able to go to Eric's party because we got like 7 inches of snow and my mom did not want me driving all the way to Saginaw in bad weather, so I was pretty bummed and I wish I could of went...Sara wasn't able to go either, so I don't feel as bad, but still. I REALLY wanted to go. Especially since Eric turned 21:( DAMN I hate Michigan!

Anyway, I've been pretty busy with work lately hence no updating. Every chance I get I sleep! I still hate the factory job, but it is pretty good money and I need it at least until I do to school. I actually might work there still and go to school at night and quit McDonald's. Who knows though cause I am still not sure what I want to do, so I'm sure it will be a little bit yet. In the mean time I guess I will just have to bitch about it. lol. I am skiping tomorrow cause I feel like it. I worked at McDonald's till 9:30 tonight and I just decided that I am going to stay home and sleep in even though I just had the weekend off. haha. Oh well. Live it, love it!

I got my first check in the mail the other day from there which was pretty nice. Defineatly wasn't expecting that! I believe I get paid this week too, but I'm not totally positive. Now I can get a back account and start saving:) I still have to catch up on some things, but at least I'll be able to start somewhere.

Nothing else is really new. My life is so boring now these days...lol.

Mon, Jan. 30th, 2006, 08:14 pm

I HATE my new job...Factory work is soooo not for me! Which got me thinking that I am going to go to college and make something of myself. I'm not sure what I want to do yet, but I am thinking about something in the medical field. I've been doing some research on some things to see exactly what has my interest, so I will keep you posted. I guess I just had to experience the factory thing for myself even though my mom and dad kept telling me I would hate it. Oh well. At least it's getting me to go to college! lol. But it won't be for a little bit yet. Once I get enrolled and stuff is when I will quit, so I can at least make some fat cash till then:) I'm actually pretty excited. YAY!

Eric's birthday party is this weekend and I am pumped! He's turning 21, so it's gonna be quite some fun I am sure:) Can't wait! I think I need this...lol. But that's all for now. Just wanted to do a quick update on things. I will update more tomorrow prolly when I have more time. Gotta go to bed now for work tomorrow:( BOO! Later toads!

Thu, Jan. 19th, 2006, 07:14 pm
All is well!

So I told Shari today and she said it was cool. I was so nervous to tell her cause I thought she was going to be mad, but she understood. So now I am going to be working nights. But only 4 or 5 hours, so that will be cool I guess. I will get to work with my mommy:) YAY! I'm happy.

One more thing, I am in LOVE♥ with this song...

My life is brilliant.
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful, You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yes, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
flying high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful, You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
da da da da...
You're beautiful, You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you

Wed, Jan. 18th, 2006, 08:19 pm

Yeah that's right! I had my interview today and I totally got the job:) I am super excited! Now all I have to do is tell Shari that I want to switch to nights. Hope she doesn't get mad...Sheryl knows, but I was too afraid to tell Shari. But Sheryl was cool about it and said it shouldn't be a problem;) They both know I need this job for the benefits. I'm only bummed about leaving my day crew:( I'm going to miss them sooooooooooo much! I love those guys<3

But yeah, I can't wait to make some fat cash! Things are getting better and better everyday. Why couldn't this happen a little while ago? Oh well! lol

Mon, Jan. 16th, 2006, 07:28 pm
FINALLY some good news.....

We will get to that later. First I would like to say that now that my uncle is no longer on our policy for car insurance they know I am the primary driver of my car instead of the 88 pickup, which means I now have to pay $365 every 2 months on a McDonald's salary...I don't think so! I was only paying $200 every 2 months, but my uncle's back was injured and he hasn't been working, so it's been hard for him to come up with the money. Can't blame him though. Shit happens!

Now for the good news! And it's about damn time I have some good news to share! Friday after work I went and applied for that job that Jill said she could get me in. Secretary said she would let the boss know and put the application on file. Well things still have been going pretty rough, but some light shed on me today...Jill came to pick up her kids and asked if her boss called me. I said no, but she said he is going to call me probably tomorrow. WOO HOO:) It's not official, but I am pretty positive that I will be working there pretty soon! It's about time something good happened to me...I will be making more money and getting some health benefits. Not the best, but at least something will do. Pretty much the same shift too. Instead of starting at 4:30 I will be starting at 4 and getting out at 12:30 instead of 1. So I won't have to get used to the hours at least:) I can't wait! I still might work at McDonald's though at night like 4 or 5 hours just to get some extra money to save up and get ahead of the game. We'll see though. Hopefully things stay on the right track for me, because I sure do need this!

My mom has been doing better somewhat also. She might be getting some new kids to watch, so that will be more money for her and that's a good thing:) I'm happy for her. I love my mom and want her to be happy<3

I guess the saying is true..."Things have to get worse before they can get better." My new philosophy! lol. Oh I am such a happy girl:)

Mon, Jan. 9th, 2006, 08:38 pm
Stress makes me ill...

I've been so stressed lately. There are so many things going on and I just can't handle them all at once. Between work and things at home and with friends, I just don't know how much longer I can go on like this. I feel like living in my bed the rest of my life...

Work is gay as hell and to top it off they wanted me to become a manager!?!? I don't think so! There is no way in hell I would EVER become a manger there. It would just mean more stress and I can't have it. Although it was nice of them to consider me:) Makes me look good I guess. lol. But yeah, I don't even think they get benefits and that's something I need ASAP! My mom is going to talk to Jill tomorrow morning when she drops the kids off and see if they are hiring where she works. I would make so much more money too and that's something I need desperately! But my health is my main concern. I have been getting headaches left and right and I know it's because of my tumor. I haven't had my medicine for at least over a year now:( Who knows how big it is now...All I know is that I need money/medicine/new job ASAP! Maybe then I will be on the right track:/

My mom is having a hard time as well. Can't go into details, but I feel so bad for her and there is nothing I can do for her. I feel terrible and I want to help her so bad. I don't know what to do. We are both struggling hardcore right now and it sucks major ass! They always say things have to get worse before they can get better, but I just pray it gets better before something bad happens...

My friends are supporting me the best they can with what they know. I can't even tell them everything that is going on. But nevertheless they are there and I can't thank them enough. I love you guys more than you will ever know:)

Now I am off to bed because ALAS! I have a headache and I have to work early tomorrow. I love my life:/

Oh and P.S. So much for starting off a good year...

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